Grief : A Longterm Process

December 30th, 2018 -I found out I was pregnant. I was happy because I always wanted to be a mom. I was scared because I was thinking about throwing in the towel on my relationship up until that point. I was nervous because that is a journey that nothing can every really prepare you for. […]

A Sunflower Among 80,000 Tulips

According to the Internet, we encounter about 80 thousand people in a lifetime. We can trust that tidbit of information because the Internet never lies, right?! Out of those 80k, there will be a select few who will leave their footprints on our heart. Some good, some bad, but either way they’re there. Today a […]

Heartbreak Among Friends

I was talking to a friend the other day & we touched on what it feels like to have a broken heart. Not from a significant other.. but from a friend. In my opinion, friends can be soulmates and sometimes soulmates are meant to be seasonal. When you come across a “friend soulmate” & the […]

The Worst Day of My Life

Hey ya’ll ! Hope you all are indulging in positive energy. If not, I’m sending some your way! Today’s post isn’t going to be like the others, so if  you’re looking for some inspiration today I can’t promise that you’ll find it here. I can promise though that I’m going to tell you a story […]

A Year And A Day Later

You see that Alex & Ani bracelet? I got it as a birthday gift this year from one of my best friends. It’s a guardian angel that represents my baby that I miscarried. Exactly a year and a day ago, I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive. My heart stopped for a […]

The Rebirth

I’m being reborn without a baptism. Rediscovering what self-love is. Rebuilding my foundation in a new location. Honestly, I hated myself. I wasn’t happy, Never smiled. Always crying. Debated on killing myself. It was a dark place. Black as the midnight hour. I didn’t know it then, But I was going to blossom into a […]

Knowing Your Boundaries

This past weekend I attended a baby shower. It’s the first one I’ve been to all year. I couldn’t bring myself to go to any others. (Read my previous post if you aren’t familiar with why this is so important.) I had been preparing myself for the past month because I knew it would be […]