Today was tough.

Smiles were constantly forced.

Actual conversation was limited.

Clients saw the happy young woman they’re used to Monday through Friday.

The mirror did too.

You can fool your own reflection, who knew?!

A week had gone by while I waited for the call.

Turns out I was somewhat.. okay, very excited,

For nothing at all.

Negative.

When I secretly had hoped for a positive.

Was the timing right? No.

But honestly, is it ever?

The part that sucks about it is:

I can’t express my true disappointment to a single soul.

So I’m hoping this feeling evaporates with the dew in the morning.

Today was tough.

..but there’s always tomorrow!